Unclear.

incomplete or can't complete
or always staring at defeat
no reason to cry
i am happy for her
and happy for that guy
never really matched
like a suit with a hat
believed that opposites attracted
but reality is, it don't
and that's a fact
though i thought our stars a lined
i ended up, the hole in our raft
its nighttime but i hear the birds chat
how so lovely that we couldn't match
love birds?
how love hurts.
your memories latch on
forever through dawn
why cant u be gone
from my
heart
my soul
my ecstasy
far fetched
but so complex
wasn't my ex
gave her my heart
then she left
my heart is my ear
now i am deaf
my depth is my breath
lungs filled with cigarettes
all out of air so i step
what is rep without repetition
what is love without you in my vision
unclear.

It's funny how things work and how unlucky i am to catch things at times i'm not suppose to or faith doesn't like me or simply just likes fucking with me.

Questions.

fact and fictions
what am i predicting
whats my prediction
quick to rhyme
but what am i fixing
pots and pans in the kitchen
but the food is missing
the letter is written
but i dont have a clue to
what i'm submitting
i count my blessings
but what am i blessed in
where is my essence
future or past tense
sailor hat on
does that make me the captain?

Back to the old Nhan. Inspired for a quick second then loses it. Incomplete or can't complete.

Catching Feelings.

black dress
black heels
for real,
she killed.
long legs,
enough said.
i give her thoughts,
i give her head.
we break bread,
her legs spread.
i acknowledge,
thought before process.
we connect,
then came knowledge.
deal with the facts,
compare and contrast.
is it love,
will it last?